Tantaly: ek mahine ke bad pavitrta rilij: is bahin ke lie apmanajanak prvesh aur apman - Mistress julia

Aktoobar ka ant ho gaya hai, aur iske sath, lktobar samapt hota hai . yah meri bahin ke lie samay ke lie rilij ka anubhav hai, lekin jis tarah se vah aasha vyakt ki ho sakti hai men nahin . uske pavitrta pinjre men ek poora mahina sahan karne ke bad, main yah mukti ke lie samay ka phaisla kiya hai, lekin is svtntrta apman aur hatasha ke sath saji hai . use pinjre se riha karne par, main ek rassi ko chhat puli sistam se jorakar ek ne tarike se niyntran leta hoon, jise main phir uske andkosh se jorta hoon. yah setap mujhe uske aandolnon ko hukm dene ki anumti deta hai, ashayta aur hatasha ki uski bhavna ko ba raha hai. pariksha ko aage baate hue, main use prvesh ke lie mauka prdan karta hoon-lekin ek mor hai. use mere samne yah krity karna chahie, guriya ka upyog karna chahie, aur aankhon par patti bandhakar dikhana chahie. yah n keval use sharirik roop se chunauti deta hai, balki manovaijnjanik ksharan ki parten jorta hai . satr niyntran ka ek gahra anveshan hai, jahan mukt set kie jane ka kary apman ki parton ke